I feel like the dream I had last night could represent something very important. I need your help. In the dream, my family (members I specifically remember were my uncle from my mom's side and my dad) and I went on a rusty cruise ship. I mean rusty like, everything looked like it was covered in rust. Each time we went on the cruise ship, around the same location in the water, we would sink. Each time, I would swim my way back to my dad's dock right outside his house. (The sinking location and my dad's dock were always within sight of each other) And each time I made it to the dock, my family would nudge me to get back on a cruise ship again, same one covered in rust. At one point in my dreams, after the second or third sinking, I had made it to the dock, and the dock started to fall apart. Wood piece, by wood piece, my dad's dock would derail and swing away. There were some random things in there too, like me being in my dad's house at one point and my old neighbors I used to babysit approached me to watch their kids again, but I figured that had no influence on the true meaning of this dream.
Please, please, please reply. I trust my subconscious, so I really need to know what this dream means. Please give me a sign. Or a meaning. Or explain this for me. I will be forever in your debt.