Sexual identity dream

Dream Momma,

“Okay, so I am dating this girl which I am a female.. .and I've also dated her cousin. Who is a guy. He calls and talks to her but asks for me at first. Is it to hear my voice?...now I've let go of him other than as a friends because of dating his cousin. But I still have dreams about him, our relationship ended bad. And my dreams are always about him apologizing and saying he screwed up for ever leaving me and he begs me to take him back well in my dream I always take him back...and we end up having sex. My dream feels so real...what do I do about this...what could it mean I should do?”

So, as I understand it, you were sexually involved with cousins, one female, and one male.  You are a female.